Friday, August 24, 2007

Summertime (And the Livin' AIN'T Easy)


It has been quite awhile, yes. Well, I am still locked in here in MON, NS, and presently as I write this I am again visiting my mother for a stint. Summer is coming to and end, which saddens depressed me. The cold weather has been creeping up upon us and my thoughts are dreams and schemes of someway, somehow to find something better that the cold bitter future that looms ahead.

Listening to Chaka, writing in the dark and not really feeling like blogging too much at all these days. A part of the unhappiness, if it can really be called that, is my ever-changing neighbours in the house, at home, and the noise of the current people directly above my flat. I spend a couple weeks there and eventually, I just cannot take it anymore, and I end up back at my mother's in the country - another unpleasant situation that just seems to be getting worse. Mom is becoming increasingly more nasty and rude towards me, making little digs and sparking arguments yet STILL insisting it is I who starts them! FFS!