What A Beautiful World (This Will Be)

Sitting on the can (rather it a man?)--just about to do some excercising. Pretty laid back in my world of lonliness and depression. Oh, what a life it's become for me! My back pain is back. Still @ Mom's and finally left the livingroom floor, where I drifted off, for the bedroom. Much more comfortable! Mom hasn't slept on her bed for years, or in a bedroom. Don't know why, but she has been sleeping on the sofa for years now.

Now I'm watching HERCULES on NBC starring Sean Astin. Hopefully not a mere waste of time. You have to be mighty suspicous of network television entertainment these days! Did some excercising but not enough. It won't be enough until I'm burning X amount of calories to evaporate all this FAT from my face, and mainly my protruding stomach which is most obviously my FAT's favorite deposit zone. Lord, I hate being FAT! My how the one mighty have fallen ...

And it takes such little time for the trasformation for something to nothing. And vice versa ... Time creeps up on us, young to old ... thin to fat ... and so on and so on ...